Musing 127

For someone competitive like me, losing streaks are frustrating and humbling.

And I’ve been having an almost week long one in bullet chess. Part of it is just me not getting a ton of sleep. But part of it is that the bad thinking habits are being exposed, causing me to miss stuff.

It’s frustrating because I should know better, but I still play dumb and reap the consequences.

It’s humbling because I need the reminder I ain’t all that, and losing 200 rating points hurts hard.

But may any humility I gain not be immediately lost and may it point me to Christ.